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Here's what: December 19

Here's what I'm obsessing over this week...



Christmas is in less than ONE week and I could quite possibly be done with my shopping. I have bought gifts for everyone on my list, but I still might pick up a few more things.And I leave for home Saturday morning. yay.



After Kym's post last week of things she was afraid to share, she challenged her followers to do the same. I agreed with so many of her things and decided to share a few of mine...
Things That I've Been Too Afraid To Publish...
  • I might be one of the most self conscious people you will ever meet. I've been this way as long as I can remember. I have never thought I was beautiful or even slightly pretty.
  • It's been over two years since my last relationship ended and it's been a struggle to move on.
  • I haven't been really happy in a long time.
  • I'm close to the highest weight I have ever been and it makes me seriously uncomfortable in my own body. 
  • I'm afraid I will never find a place where I belong. 
  • I'm still censoring this post bc there are things that I'm ridiculously afraid to put out there

Comments

  1. Girl In BetaDecember 23, 2013 at 2:25 AM

    Christmas is the worst when you're trying to move on.

    ReplyDelete
  2. RunGirl.December 24, 2013 at 4:57 PM

    great post. I feel the same way about being happy and finding a place where I belong.

    ReplyDelete

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